I just went in to see Lu and watch her sleeping. I thought I heard her call my name but was mistaken. Sort of tired but not. Sort of antsy but not too. Want a drink but trying to avoid having one. Know I’ll feel like crap if I do tomorrow but also know I won’t bloody sleep without one. Maybe go outside with some fruit juice and some smokes and read my book. Once I break this habit of drinking at night when I’m reading I should be right. I just to replace the booze with fruit juice. I think it’ll be okay if I do. Also I hope the new job (if I get it) will give me some drive and make me somewhat happier. Just finished the application so almost there.
Reading: Still The Concrete Blonde by Michael Connolly
Listening to: Almost Famous soundtrack, Fine Young Cannibals, Tom Waits.
