It’s been a busy couple of days. I’m tired again and have been working on yet another tender. This one is being annoying by the fact that some of my colleagues seem unaware of the extent of their required contributions. So I went into work today, grabbed my laptop and then went home. Got most of it done quite quickly but have a few irritating points left to complete. Not that I know what is left because the guys doing the review haven’t got back to me. As always it’ll happen about ten seconds before they need to submit it. In addition I’ve got two or three more of these that are forthcoming. It’s coming to be crazy time stuff again. Need to talk to the boss about commitment again. I just can’t sustain this level of work – I already have zero motivation and it’s hard to want to come into work when you know it’s going to be to do things you really hate that we seemingly can’t bloody win. Annoying and enough to make my stomach hurt just thinking about it.
So I’m going to retreat into my usual medicine and smoke some cigarettes and drink some wine. *sigh* Tired of this and wish I could find something else to do.
Reading: Nothing
Listening to: Maren Ord
