Archive for April, 2002

At our Parramatta office this

April 30th, 2002

At our Parramatta office this morning. For those of you without a grasp of Sydney geography it’s in the West – sort of the start of the scarier Western suburbs. Is that replicated elsewhere? That the Western suburbs of a city are socio-economically more challenged than the east, south or north? It fits in Melbourne and Sydney but I don’t know any other cities well enough to work out if the principle works anywhere else. Have come out for a meeting for a new bid we are undertaking. I am currently laying out the work for the next week or so and it looks bloody busy. I’ve also got to find time to write a presentation for our next Quarterly meeting about our last big project. I’d prefer to do it off the cuff – I speak better that way – but we need pretty slides as well to make it cool for all the other people.

And my friend Caroline had her baby! Little Jack – who at 58cms and 4.8kgs (11lbs!!!) – is a) not so little at all and b) if he keeps at that size is going to be a sodding big lad – after a few quick calculations he’s going to be at least 6`2″ and going by the fact that Australians tend to eat well and grow tall – probably taller. Funny huh? I used a couple of calculators from baby books and the stats suggest that there’s a 70% chance he’ll be within 2 inches of the predicted height. Funny to sort of know how tall someone’s going to be. Anyways more news on that front as it comes to hand.

Listening to: Michelle Branch and Maren Ord – yes I know I’m a total wuss but I can’t argue – not my office – not my CDs – it’s kinda soothing at 7am in the morning in a bland pop crap way. Can’t start with Ministry can I? It’s like smoking unfiltered cigarettes when you first get up.

Back from Melbourne. Was a

April 29th, 2002

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Back from Melbourne. Was a long and drunken weekend in which too much alcohol was consumed and far too many cigarettes were smoked. But I had a great time and spent a lot of quality time with my friend Sal and other people. Miss them so much sometimes – it’s always hard being far away and out of touch. My ex-girlfriend never life easy by being a bitch every time I was there. I think she’s fucked up this time because she abstained from attending the event I went down for because I was going – it didn’t win her any brownie points amongst our friends and it generally appears she is being perceived as being the unreasonable one about the situation. So it appears that unpleasantness of my being blamed for everything, including the Black Death and the extinction of the Dodo, is over. Which is a great relief. Of course she still blames me but fuck it – like I care anymore. What is really unfortunate is that I did care about it before and I have always spoken well of her too. I always acted like a total nice guy about it. I mean I was a prick when we broke up a long, long time ago – four fucking years – and I think it is now well and truly time to say – “Fuck it I don’t like him, maybe even hate him, but we can ignore each other with civility from now on” *sigh* Maybe sometime soon…

Listening to: the twitter of birds and the tap of the keyboard – working from home as Lu is feeling unwell.

On the way to Melbourne

April 25th, 2002

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On the way to Melbourne tomorrow to do some work and go to my friend Sal’s graduation. The Victoria Police, in their weird but infinite wisdom, have decided to make her a cop. Which is fairly brave of them because she’s scary even without a gun and they’re going to give one to her. So that’ll be a fun night. Me and 400 hundred newly minted police officers in a confined space – fuck I find even being around small groups of police officers makes me nervous – a whole sodding room of them is going to be very weird. Also my scary ex-girlfriend is attending and even after repeated messages passed to her to “build a bridge and get over it” she insists on being a nutcase. So I’ve got another evening of pretending to look straight through her and being duly ignored in return. I mean I’m not asking for much – just be civil to one another and say “Hi” and then talk to other people. None of this uncomfortable evasion and blind eyed thing. Too weird for me in my old age.

Listening to: the cat chasing an insect and Lu watching Crazy/Beautiful.

Paul Kelly makes everything good…

April 24th, 2002

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Paul Kelly makes everything good… Am feeling much better thanks to a loud rendition of To Her Door sung in in my office whilst bouncing around and laughing. And I got to speak to a friend of mine who occasionally breaks my heart with worry because she has a habit that makes her a walking disaster area. I still can’t help but loving her as she means a lot to me and we have a lot of history together that is special to me. I can only hope that she alright this time and that she makes it home in one piece.

Years have come along
Years have gone
Some friends have risen
Some have moved on
And my old winter coat still
Hangs by my front door
Holding all the stories
I don’t remember anymore

– Winter Coat, Paul Kelly.

Feeling tired today and have

April 23rd, 2002

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Feeling tired today and have come to work to discover what smells like another restructure in the offing. Having seen so many of them over the years I can now sense the wafting aroma of an impending re-shuffle of staff and resources. Our latest acquisition seems to feature quite heavily in the process so we will see what we will see. All I know is they are usually bloody depressing and tedious…

Didn’t get around to shaving my head – just couldn’t muster the enthusiasm – and from the feeling I have today I rather doubt I will have any more desire to tonight. Then again you never know I might cheer up *sigh*.

Lots of family dramas too that are making me feel uncomfortable and generally unsettled. Moved to another state from my family and still it freaks me out. My immediate family is alright but the rest of them are fucking insane. At the moment they’ve all gone nutso and I am so glad it’s a) not anything I’m immediately involved in and b) that I’m far the fuck away. Thank God for Lucinda to keep me sane – love that girl so much – even through grumps and fights and thankfully she loves me back – even when I’m a bad tempered fool.

Listening to: New Order and Console – very loudly as I am alone in my office.

Another wet and miserable Monday

April 22nd, 2002

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Another wet and miserable Monday morning and another day at work. One of the guys I quite like in Sales is leaving which is a shame because he’s a nice bloke and is easy to deal with. Ah well everyone moves on eventually but when it’s sales peoples it’s particularly hard because you have to get a rapport with someone new who you will work very closely with. It’s always a long process to trust someone and train them up so they understand how you do your job and the inputs and outputs required of the process.

Also thinking about renovation things more and more at the moment. I’m also thinking that over-capitalising is a load of crap. Do we really ever want to move anyways? I like where we are – well minus our scary neighbours – and if we did sell up I don’t know if we’d have enough money to buy close in the Inner West anymore. Prices just keep skyrocketing and some prices are getting totally ridiculous. So we might as well make the place suit us and just stay. The only other factor in that would be kinder and I can’t see that happening for a couple of years. Neither of us has the patience, space and temperment yet.

Also noting that I have way too much hair. Haven’t cut hair for weeks and now look like a shaggy monster. So tonight I think a) shave short and b) think about acquiring a hat to keep head warm after shearing and so I don’t freeze my scalp.

But all in not a bad day – got lots done and ulcers only marginally hurt and seem to have survived with no caffeine at all. It seems there is something I can give up… *lol*

Now if I can just get blogger’s email function working properly I’ll be totally chuffed about today…

Listening to: The hold music from Marrickville Council’s Customer Service Centre, Nena.

Saturday night. Been busy all

April 20th, 2002

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Saturday night. Been busy all day with house and work stuff. Started with cleaning the BBQ and then a mountain of cooking for Lu’s relatives who are coming tomorrow to eat us out of house and home. Then did some work reading which thankfully should be the only work I do on the weekend.

Also watched the final Star Trek: Voyager tape and then realised I’d been watching the show for seven years. It’s certainly had its ups and downs and there have been times when I’ve almost gone “Fuck it, I not watching anymore”. But I hung on so as to see the end – which was a little disappointing because they did the normal “Let’s wrap up as many loose ends as we can in the next hour and a half”. Got a little odd on occasions as they rushed a few storylines to a conclusion. Though I must admit it had its moments. Also for the first time I noticed how sodding beautiful Jeri Ryan is. She’s a total stunner in some of the scenes in the final episode. Weird not have paid all that much attention before. It’s also a bit of a relief that it is over because I’ve found that I’m not actually a Star Trek fan anymore. It was just the hanging on until this bloody show I watched for so long ended and now I can get away with never seeing it again.

Anyways enough late night rambling and off to bed I think. Adios all.

Listening to: Paul Kelly

Another day, another dollar. Worked

April 18th, 2002

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Another day, another dollar. Worked on a swathe of documents today and fingers are starting to get sore from hammering the keyboard. Otherwise dreadfully boring day. Going to visit my friend Caroline tomorrow (if she doesn’t go into labour between now and then) which will be fun. I miss her. Work is very boring without her. And have some work drinks tomorrow night that some old friends are coming to. Should be much fun… Adios for now.

Listening to: Madness and The Man Who Sued God on in the background.

Feeling slightly more rational today

April 17th, 2002

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Feeling slightly more rational today and less likely to foam at the mouth and dribble on the keyboard with rage. Which is good because my ulcer medication can’t sustain too much anger without my body going into terminal meltdown. On the topic of which I had to start taking Losec again after some bloody awful pain on the weekend. Seems to be having the right response and I feel a hell of a lot better but I suspect further angst and pain are only a moment away if I get dropped another piece of crap work with a crapper deadline. Ah well can’t be helped *big sigh*

But otherwise world is a charming and happy place. We’re having some of Lu’s relatives over on Sunday for a BBQ lunch – for which we do so hope it doesn’t rain. So am madly trying to think about what to cook for the clan – who are known to eat all and sundry out of house and home like a plague of hungry locusts. So current menu for clan is: BBQ kebabs and sausages for the kiddies, taboli salad, pasta salad, potato salad, greek salad, chips, dips, and bread with fruit and ice cream for the kiddies for dessert. Which means I’ll be cooking for a fair chunk of Saturday – which is good – because I find cooking very enjoyable. Thinking of which it is almost heading toward winter here and that means it’ll be cold enough for soup! I very much enjoy cooking and it’s one of those soothing meals that with toast is great for a miserable winter night after you’ve trudged home in the rain. If I feel like typing it up I’ll post my leek and potato soup recipe up sometime.

Also have a read of Laurel’s diary entitled Inner Lemming – she’s kinda cool.

Listening to: Nena, New Order, The Queers – yummy yummy punk rock girls – and the whirr of air-conditioning.

Arrived at work to be

April 15th, 2002

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Arrived at work to be handed another tender – one that is due tomorrow! Hmmm. How fucked up is that? Arghhh! Write more when brain hurts less and less angry.

Listening to: latest Buffy episode. One of the weirdest things I have ever seen… Clever but weird.